Hey you, yes you!
It was an amazing journey with you but it was also the longest eighteen months of my life. Yes I know it wasn’t bad at first, but then came the nagging, the continuous shouting then of course the cheating. I’m actually not sorry we ended things the way we did, if anything I’m glad I was able to put both of us out of our miseries as soon as I could.
What I don’t understand is how things went so quickly from awesome to terrible, yeah I get, “couples have issues and misunderstandings at one point or the other”. But we had just one misunderstanding that changed everything, you stopped calling, you stopped texting back even when you did it was two or three days after, you became so distant, it was like you were actually here but you felt so far away from me and then you gave up on us completely. I don’t think words can describe how much I loathe you for making me think I was the problem. What you don’t know is when I think about you I think about you with so much anger wishing I never gave you chances to hurt me over and over again, wishing I didn’t wait this long before I pulled the plugs of this failed and terrible shenanigans called a relationship. The truth is that it hurts because it’s real, it hurts because it mattered. Am I not worth an explanation or a little respect, you left me hanging like a desert waiting for rain?
I want to cry, I want to fucking cry, I say to the stars in between sighs. I imagine the stars saying back to me “she ain’t worth it, wipe those tears even before they come”. You know, one of the cruelest things a person can do is to awaken someone’s love without the intention of truly loving them, turns out you’re a specialist in that aspect.
Thank you for making me understand that I don’t need anyone to be happy. Falling in love with you was a big mistake, a mistake I hope I’d never ever make. Above all our relationship was like a burnt bridge a path I pray never to cross again even if we tried.
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