No one told me this would happen. I don’t even understand why this is happening, when I willingly gave my life and everything that concerns me to Jesus Christ, I thought, no I felt a surge of change. A rush of fulfillment ran through my veins and I knew it at once I wasn’t just a Christian as my parents have told me, I realized at that point that I was now a child of God.
That is me there, the deer that pants for the waters; the waters from the spring of gold. Why don’t I feel God anymore? Why does it feel like he’s not there? Was he ever there? It’s just one week after I accepted his son to be my lord. Just one week.
I’m not asking if there’s still a God or something. I’m saying “why don’t I feel him?” Christians are liars. They leave the most painful and hard to understand part when they go out to harvest people. I’m spiritually dead.
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